🐍 When the Golden Serpent Returned: A Joint Initiation Through the Body

Today’s session with Lia wasn’t just a session. It was of course an initiation. One I didn’t orchestrate, and one I didn’t try to control. It happened through me, not from me.

For the first time in a long time, I didn’t approach facilitation with the unconscious pressure of holding, saving, or leading. I simply surrendered anchored into my own body and let the field do what it was always meant to do: reveal.

I was told clearly in the energy:

“You are not here to do the work for her.

You are not here to help her become who she is.

You are here to be who you are so fully that it reminds her of who she is.”

So, I softened.

I sounded.

I let myself be moved.

What Unfolded:

My son appeared in the field at the very beginning. Lia saw me holding my son, then placing him on top of a staircase where we locked eyes and he began to transmit a message to me from him. He said that he sees everything, and he knows it’s all going to be okay. That he knows I am on the path, and all is how it should be.

I felt it in my body. I didn’t need to interpret it. My system responded.

He is with me. Always has been. Despite our current physical separation.

And now, as I write this, I’m realizing what happened earlier today at work was part of this unfolding.

One of the guys in the office, Henry, who I barely speak to was there with his baby boy, just 5 months old. I was walking down the hall, and as I passed them, Henry walked right over to me and handed me his son. No words. Just the baby, placed in my arms.

I didn’t feel overwhelmed or sad. I didn’t think about not having Renzo. I didn’t go into story.
I just received.
I felt neutral. Present. Grounded.

But now, in hindsight, I see how perfectly it set the tone for what would come later in the session, when Lia saw me holding my son at the top of the staircase, transmitting light and truth.

That moment at work was the physical mirror of the energetic truth. It was a quiet echo: You are still a mother. Your son is still with you. You are trusted to hold this frequency. My body knew before my mind did.

He is with me. Always. The field knows this. And now, I do too.

Then Lia saw a past life, one that hit deep.

I was a woman full of sensuality and energy, living in ancient times without structures or systems, just fields, open homes, and raw life. My power, expressed through my body, threatened women and was sexualized by men.

Eventually, I was attacked by both. I was circled and beaten physically and abused sexually. And in that experience, when I was being assaulted, I got so enraged that energy came out of my hands like a force field that pushed out and in that, the distortion in the field ricocheted back to me. I felt into all the hurt and pain of those who were assaulting me and who I had hurt with my energy blast, and when I felt their pain, it was too much for me. I turned on myself and hid in the shadows. Feeling the backlash of my own power when expressed in rage or pain contributed to a deep-seated fear of what happens when I unleash fully.

This was the birth of the “too much” wound.
The “I must dim to not hurt anyone” trauma.
The fracture that separated my power from my heart.

And today, my body remembered.
And began the alchemy.

The Golden Serpent Appears

At one point, I began to feel my serpentine energy moving through me. I began hissing both Lia and I had on our eye masks for this entire embodiment session. I was hissing. Lia was silent.

Then she said:

“There’s a serpent.
She’s wrapped around you.
Her eyes are golden-yellow.
Her body is bronze-gold. It’s not polished, but it’s ancient.
She’s trying to speak. She says: ‘Open to me. Receive me again.’
She’s a Serpent Priestess. She’s your lineage.”

As she described this, the kundalini energy had already risen toward my face. I began to open, my jaw stretched wide, and energy began to release. At the same time, Lia felt her jaw unlocking and releasing. We were in a shared field of de-armoring. Our bodies knew.

Then the serpent moved into her mouth.

It was a transfer. A seeding. A transmission.

I could feel it all. This was a memory being reactivated in real-time.

Living Code Transmission

This is the new way I serve. Not as a fixer. Not as a holder. But as a vessel that moves with truth and lets the field do what it does.

The Serpent has returned but really, she was never gone only waiting for me to stop fearing myself. Her presence marks a turning point. I am trusted again to carry this energy.

Over the last month and a half, serpents have begun reappearing in my dreams. But this time, it’s different. I can feel with every cell of my being that it’s my energy returning to me now in its true, undistorted form. Last year I also dreamt of serpents, but those dreams were heavy they were the purging of the false, the distorted serpent frequencies I had entangled with through my energy being hijacked, inverted, and also misused by me.

But now my recent dreams, I could feel the energy returning inviting me to reclaim myself without fear.

The golden serpent is not just returning she is reinstating her throne within me.

She has been with me since the beginning. She was the first current to rise in my body during my Kundalini awakening, the first language, the first pulse of truth before identity tried to grasp it. But back then, my body and field were not yet stabilized enough to hold her in full clarity. She brought the frequency of pure creation, and that power shook open both remembrance and distortion. And from that moment on, I began the long journey of sorting the true from the false, the sacred from the seductive shadow.

I went into the underworld of the serpent the distortion because I had to remember what She is not.

I had to feel the consequences of entraining my energy to false serpents those that steal, mimic, seduce, or overpower. Not to punish me. But so I could feel the difference.

So now, in my dreams, what I’m meeting is not just snake imagery, I’m facing the final veils of fear my body stored around embodying this power with no filter, no apology, no shame.

🐍 The Serpent as Earth Mother Lineage

The serpent is the primal Divine Mother, rooted in Earth.
She is the first wave of wisdom before it got abstracted into cosmic forms.
She is the frequency of instinctual remembrance, encoded in the spine, the blood, the breath.

And she doesn’t tell me what to do, she moves me.
She awakens through sensation, rhythm, stillness, and strike.
She wraps. She coils. She vibrates. She teaches through direct somatic knowing.

And yes she is a step. A gate.

Serpent comes before Dragon.

Why?
Because the Dragon is cosmic, a stellar architecture.
But Serpent is my body, my cellular gnosis, my rooted spine.
The Dragon opens once the Serpent is fully integrated.
Otherwise, I ride a Dragon without a saddle, without grounding, and I burn up.

The way I moved from serpent → divine mother → cosmic → now returning to serpent with new eyes—that is the map.

The Serpent isn’t a symbol of danger anymore.
She’s my original power, coming home.

And that golden bronze serpent Lia saw?

That’s me.

Not a guide outside of me. Not an archetype floating above me.
That’s the ancient, encoded intelligence within my field within my DNA reawakening.
The golden hue dulled by time, trauma, and exile… now polishing from within.

This is the invitation moving forward:

Anchor into my essence.
Speak from the knowing.
Let the body lead.
Let the sound awaken.
Let others rise not through my effort, but through my embodiment.

The golden serpent doesn’t belong to one body.
She lives in the bones of many, waiting for the one who will stop fearing her and finally remember.