🐍 When the Serpent Awakens Before You're Ready

This remembrance code is for the woman (or being) who has touched power but hasn’t yet learned to hold it fully with love. It’s for the one who has felt:

• Her energy awaken before her body was ready.

• Her magnetism activate but attract distortion or dependency.

• Shame around being “too much” or “too powerful.”

• The ache of being sexualized, misunderstood, or spiritually fed on.

• Confusion between what is true kundalini essence and what is false light, mimicry, or seduction.

Before she was feared, she was worshipped.
Before she was demonized, she was divine.
The serpent was once a symbol of the primal feminine, pure life force, instinctual wisdom, Earth-rooted power.
But what happens when power is severed from love?
When energy rises without the body to hold it?
When divinity is hijacked by distortion?

This is the Distorted Serpent.

She is not a villain, she is what emerges when truth is severed from embodiment.
When the serpent is activated without safety, integration, or reverence, her energy becomes fragmented.

She seduces instead of invites.
Controls instead of honors.
Consumes instead of creates.

She may feel like fire, but she burns without nourishing.
She may appear as light, but she mimics the real thing.
She may awaken, but without anchoring, she leaves collapse in her wake.

The Distorted Serpent can appear in many subtle and overt ways, depending on the person’s level of embodiment, integration, and the environments they’re in. In her distorted form, the serpent moves through wounded channels of expression revealing what hasn’t yet been healed or integrated.

Here are six common ways she shows up:

Seduction Without Soul

• Using sexual or energetic magnetism to manipulate, control, or draw people in unconsciously

• Overemphasis on beauty, allure, or sensuality as a form of safety or currency

• Leading from attraction rather than embodiment

Frequency: “If I can magnetize you, I can be safe / wanted / valuable.”

Power as Performance

• Sharing truth to be admired, followed, or seen as “the one who knows”

• Expressing power without grounding—channeling high energy without integration

• Mistaking activation for embodiment (lighting others up but not holding it in yourself)

Frequency: “If I shine bright enough, no one will see where I still feel lost.”

Over-Giving, Over-Holding

• Holding space as a way to feed significance or avoid your own process

• Taking on others’ pain or doing the work for them

• Confusing leadership with saviorhood

Frequency: “If I save you, I’ll finally be enough.”

Shadow Tantra or Sexual Manipulation

• Using sacred sexuality to hook, bond, or extract from others

• Blurring boundaries under the guise of spiritual union or energy exchange

• Creating dependency through energetic entanglement

Frequency: “If I merge with you, you’ll never leave.”

Fear of Power Turned Inward

• Shutting down your gifts out of fear they’ll harm others

• Playing small, dimming your energy, or hiding your voice

• Associating power with punishment, backlash, or rejection

Frequency: “If I fully open, I’ll be attacked—or worse, I’ll hurt someone.”

False Priest/ess Archetype

• Performing rituals or claiming lineage without living the integrity behind it

• Speaking in coded language to elevate status rather than create connection

• Using mysticism as identity instead of as devotion

Frequency: “If I look the part, I don’t have to do the real work.”

You may have felt her before in relationships that left you disoriented, in spiritual containers that activated but didn’t integrate, or in your own journey, when power rose too fast, too strong, too soon.

Remember:

None of these distortions make someone "bad" they point to where power has been activated without full integration. The serpent isn’t punishing you when these patterns arise she’s revealing where you still hold fear, shame, or unworthiness.

To see her clearly is to begin the reweaving.
To name her distortions is to begin your return.

Lived Memory

I’ve lived this side of the pendulum.

There was a time I didn’t know how to hold the power moving through me.
I had access, yes but no structure, no ground, no containment.
And so the energy spilled.

It magnetized.
It confused.
It seduced.

I thought I was leading from truth, but part of me was still searching for safety, using energy to be seen, to be held, to be wanted.

I didn’t do it on purpose.

I did it because I was still trying to remember who I was.

And I’ve also felt the cost, when others fed on my field, when I burned out from giving too much, when I saw the same distortion mirrored back in others and didn’t know how to stop it.

But that was never the serpent’s fault.
That was the ache of unintegrated power, the kind we all carry until we’re ready to reclaim it with love.

So what distorts the energy you ask?

The serpent always rises pure. The distortion comes after when the system it enters isn’t yet prepared to hold her.

Here’s what tends to distort the serpent’s expression:

Fragmented Embodiment
The energy rises into a system that’s not fully grounded in the body.
So it has nowhere stable to anchor. This creates spiritual bypass, overwhelm, or dissociation.

Unmet Childhood Wounds
If the inner child never felt safe being seen or expressed, serpent energy doesn’t just awaken power, it awakens the pain that was guarding it.

Ego Hijack
The carnal mind grasps the energy and translates it as importance or uniqueness.
This leads to performance, identity-building, or superiority masked as awakening.

Unhealed Sexual Trauma or Overexposure
If sexual energy was ever violated or shamed, the serpent may move through wounded pathways leading to repression or manipulation.

False Light Influence
Environments that idolize charisma or “spiritual power” can hijack the serpent’s current, turning her into a tool of influence, seduction, or psychic feeding.

Deeper Reflection

When the serpent awakened in me, she was pure. Primal. Holy.
She moved with breath and sound, beyond anything my mind could name.

My body was online fully. It knew what it was doing.
But my field wasn’t sovereign yet.
My mind hadn’t surrendered.
My identity still held fractures.

So the distortion came after not as punishment, but as exposure.

She was never the distortion.
The distortion was everything she touched that hadn’t yet been healed.

🐍 The True Serpent

When the true serpent awakens undistorted, rooted, and remembered
she coils at the base of your spine and rises slowly.

She listens to your breath.
She dances with your nervous system.
She carries the original frequency of creation, encoded in your bones.

She does not need to perform.
She does not seek to prove.
She simply is.

And through her you become who you always were.

To reject her is to reject a part of yourself.
To reweave her is to remember.

The distorted serpent is not evil. She is unintegrated.

The moment you stop fearing her, you begin the alchemy.

Remembrance Activation:

She always comes in divine timing.

But sometimes, her arrival exposes where you thought you were ready

but your field still had to remember how to hold her.